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Sunday, November 29, 2009

I wonder if I really lost you this time
I wonder if I really didn't give you my time
I wonder if I really can't compromise
And I wonder if you're really no longer mine.

You said I didn't care
You said it was all about my friends
You said I wasn't romantic at all
And I wonder if we've reached the shore.

No, I don't wanna lose you
No, I don't wanna cry
No, I don't wanna see your tears
No, I just want to make you mine

I've made you angry and made you sad
And all the tears I've made you shed
And this time I've really lost you
But it's too late to regret

I'll always be missing you
I'll always be here if you were to need me
I'll always care and love you
I'll always be there no matter what.


With lots of Love just for you.

If you are gonna regret it, forget about doing it.
Sunday, May 25, 2008

wahah, just finish playing the typing game from

http://www.stumbleupon.com/demo/?review=1#url=http://speedtest.10-fast-fingers.com/

and guess what's my result ~?


93 words

Speedtest


If you are gonna regret it, forget about doing it.
Thursday, February 14, 2008

I guess my day wasn't so good, I kind of search for trouble before it came for me. I went to Steven Lim website, damn.

His website is recommended for those who want to have a serious puking, be it for slimming purposes or I-don't-know-what reasons.
And to make it worst, I went to search for his video. I swear that I almost threw my new rig out of the window ! And those with courage ( like me ) can try searching for it, the one where he commented about Edison's scandals, it's the one with him half-naked.

I seriously don't know what the fuck is wrong with him, he seems like he's sick in his mind, maybe not to you but to me, he certainly is. Believe it or not, he's trying to be a personaly trainer and helping people to attain a PERFECT BODY like HIS ! And he's doing it with his so called "Self-Formulated... Formula". He sure looks like a perfect clown and joker to me instead, wonder if he had ever been prank called before. I'm certainly looking forward to it.

I'll be updating with news of him in the near future, hopefully.

If you are gonna regret it, forget about doing it.
Saturday, May 12, 2007

I don't want things to fade away
I don't wanna drift further.
I don't wanna play,
I seriously want things to get better.

I'm afraid that the feeling isn't there anymore
I'm afrad that you'll just walk out of the door
I know that the feeling no longer should exist
But I do not have the courage to release.

There are things which you could be done again
There Is always a chance to take another train
But I know once I release
It'll be a broken string.

Your sound is essential
And your love is priceless
If I'm allowed to, of course I'll ask for double
But now it's a never.

My tears may accumulate
And there would be heartache
But your priceless smile would bring me happiness
And I wouldn't want elses' Love.

Now I could only wish you're happy
And wish that I could be there when you're sleepy
I wish I could give you the best kisses
But now I could only give you best wishes.

If I were given a chance
I'll accomodate double
Hugs will be tripled
Love, can't be measured.

I love you, It's too late.
I miss you, heartaches.

If you are gonna regret it, forget about doing it.
Thursday, May 3, 2007

You might say that It's acting, but my tears are reflecting
all our happiness and sorrows.
I might be moody at times, but I really want to hold your hands
I want to walk down the road with you.

I'm sorry for those tears
I'm sorry for crying, I wouldn't wanna cry out too.
At times I cried to hold my tears
But It just flows down w/o noticing.

I would want to hide the tears
But you'll know it eventually.
Am I really stupid or just useless
I'm sorry, please forgive my stupidity.

I know I'm lame and irritating
I thought I could make you smile and get you laughing.
I've found out that I'm always doing the wrong thing
As being lame would make you smile.

I might fear the dark
But I fear most of not talking to you.
Blame me for being sleepy
I really can't help it.
Give me a chance to rewind
I'll talk to you w/o whining.

I'm sorry, but It's too late.
I Love you, it'll never be fake.

If you are gonna regret it, forget about doing it.
Monday, April 9, 2007

Don't bother asking me why I'm crazy about newzealand
stories remains untold.
There are certain things which certain people could not understand
even if told, they couldn't comprehend.
Doesn't mean they have low IQ
just that the EQ level isn't there.

Not saying you wouldn't understand my language
just that you just could get the whole image.
People might ask why's the sky so high
this questions would make me, not wanna reply.

They might wanna know how does love taste like
but they doesn't know when the bomb would ignite.
Things might no longer exist,
but actually, more things are released.

Love might leave,leaving the door opened,
stay by the door till love returns.
Believe in it and it will come true
have doubts in it and it will just shoo.

some might appreciate this little poem
others might think it lost it's rythem.
This doesn't need to follow standard pattern
not like how we use to sing the National Anthem.

Let the rythem of LOVE spread this all over,
we'll bury the seeds of LOVE with a shovel.

Things starts with a smile and ends with a pool of tears
the one you love would return, i'll wait even if it's a thousand years.

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If you are gonna regret it, forget about doing it.
Thursday, March 29, 2007

Hello ! Welcome back to Smartsbeekay.blogspot.com, I'm the smartie host BEEKAY !
Enough of crapping around ! =x

Fuck that indian guy in RK house, the cheese not even cooked properly with cheese which looks like.... EEEK ! forget it.
Then Gerald ordered a NASI BRIYANI, he came back when everything is served already and saying...

INDIAN guy : Brother ~ Do you want Fried rice or something ? ( Indian Accent )
Gerald: I want to eat Nasi Briyani...
INDIAN guy: solly ah, nasi briyani sold out
Gerald: wahh, then you gimme mee goreng la.

HAHA !

Was browsing through XiaXue's blog, saw her fresh new LCD. SO NICE OKAY !
19inch, big big big !
I WANT ALSO ! =x

My computer seriously needs some improvement, I've tried installing my VISTA OS but it didn't turn out too good.
I need to upgrade my computer ! Others might say might as well buy a new one, but i like my old one ! got hweeling.

I need to get a RAM ! Another stick of 1 GB would be good !
I want a new PROCESSOR !
I want another HARDDISK !

Someone please get them and place in outside my door, thanks =))

If you are gonna regret it, forget about doing it.